Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Leap into the void.


Ahhhhhhh..... the break.

So, I made it to Thanksgiving. It hasn't been too bad actually. Life's been cruising and i got everything done that i needed to. If there was anything to be thankful for . . .

After that, there's like 2 more weeks of school, then the semester break. AND THEN, one more semester. how crazy is that?? I really don't want to think about it.

Today, I'm spending the day at LearnKey, wasting their money because there is nothing to do. But we have to be here, so what's up with that? I don't know. But i know Photoshop tons better now, and some Flash. I'm getting my papers done (art history and theory, hence the picture), so i guess it works. if I were at home, none of this would prolly get done so easily.

Were spending our break at the Barkers. The best place on earth. We get to eat, laugh, relax, and shop most likely. it's great. After that, it's back to the old grind, and tuning up old projects that desperately need it. My Man vs. Wild site is finished and was unveiled yesterday. It's not perfect, but it works, and I love it. (that's all that matters, right?) www.art.web.suu.edu.

All that madness aside, it seems my brain is trying to get me into some trouble, or tell me something, but I have NO idea. maybe it speaks another language. . . but yeah. the dreams. I suppose they'll just be around 'til I'm out of school, and that mentality. So, i need to get to that point i guess, and not trip and fall. This all sounds weird, i know; especially since i rant on and on about them all the time. I guess it's just habit

Hagoone sikis, and have a great Thanksgiving. :)

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Don't Call Me Peanut.

"Bear on the Beach"- me.




It's been some time. But, here I am.

Alright. Nothing too exciting, class, work, home. It's all good. Work has been really lack lately, so i've been working on my website there. It's great. I've been keeping up, which is great. Packaging is good... a good turn around from the beginning of the semester.

Sick has been going around... and I've had it once.....hopefully I won't get sick for some time.

In other news . ..
Nothing exciting is happening. at all. Not even the dreams. That's prolly a good sign though.

Here's a thought:

They Looked Like Strong Hands Lyrics
Artist(Band):Bayside

This isn't who I am.
From confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds.
Storming stages and stereos from here to there,
trying to prove that I belong.
Trying to win approval from people that I don't know.

[Chorus:]
And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take it's toll.
And I'd choose my side
if I believed in what was right,
but I'm all wrong.

I'm not larger than life, I'm not taller than trees.
Do I mean what I say or is it just this disease where I never go home?
Never telling the truth, how this life eats away.
Not admitting I'm fake.
And I'm questioning whether this whole thing was worth it to die poor and all alone?

[Chorus]

Just don't tell me this doesn't mean the world,
'Cause my ears would bleed and my heart would hit the floor.

[Chorus]

Sounds depressing, but it's a cool song. I guess that's the emo part of me. :P