To avoid a little confusion...

I DON'T have asthma.

haha.


ok seriously. I like the show Man Vs.Wild, and the show alone. There just happens to be an extremely handsome, and outdoorsy british man on it. But really, i LOVE the show, and all of the cool little things you learn on it. I think of little tips and stuff all the time. it's really a good one. I just went a little overboard the other day by stumbling upon some great pictures. (and i mean great.)

haha.

SO, for your enjoyment, here are other pics that should be up :









How's THAT for clare and cody overload??

haha.

Happy Valentines Day everyone.
Hagoone Sikis

MY ASTHMA! (if i had it)

So, i seriously stopped breathing when i found these.

lame, lame, lame i know. but oh man.

these are from mens vogue, and i LOVE how they made this whole 'man vs city' theme, with a great guy mixed with high fashion. (can't get any better than that)

beautiful. just beautiful.

In other news, life is great now. We just spent the weekend goofing off with the in-laws and baby. It was SO much fun. Alls we did was hang out, eat and laugh, but it was so nice to see them, and just relax. Today was a little hard to get back to real life, but it has to happen at some point.

I am the WORST homework doer this semester! why??
yeah, this says a lot about my work ethic... i really need to fix that, or i'll be in some really deep water here soon. i have less classes than normal this semester, but somehow this is WAY more challenging than a buttload of a day. come on clare....


hagoone for now,
-clare

Looky Looky!

SO, what do you think? I love it (if i haven't said it enough already) I spent a ton of time working on the code, and i can say that it worked. (Too bad i can't say the same for my homework...)

Ok, anyway, here's what's been happening. Classes are all meshing together... and that isn't a good thing. i need more motivation to get through all this. Or else 'll be getting a ton of those 'i'm not mad, i'm disappointed" looks from a couple of trusted, loved professors.

Please, please, not that.

In other things, life is great.

yeah.

till next time,
hagoone sikis.

he's prettymuch my hero :)


more to come later. I just HAD to share.

The kid next to me is watching Rat Race. I'm jelous. :N

school, school, school.

I am trying to keep senioritis away from me. Because if it takes over, I am done for. Here's my take on what madness lies ahead:

Drawing II. eh, i think it'll be a good class. Drawing has slipped down a few notches on my list of talents, so it'll be a good challenge. A lot of it is very basic though. Line, color, shape, vanishing points, values, the list goes on.

Senior Portfolio. Confusing. we meet once a week, talk about the perfect portfolio, and then leave. They pick apart our work, and then set us free (in ALL the time we have) and make it better. I hope more structure will come. ..

Silkscreen. This class is a lot of fun. A lot of it is hands-on work, carving, old-fashioned printing, and lots of chemicals. It more of a class about the 'craft' of art, and making prints, and not just digitally making something up in 5 minutes. For some reason, it's really relaxing too.

Publication design. I took this class before, but this time the class is focusing on book arts, and book making, and not so much magazine design and the like. I really like this one too. it's very much about the 'craft' of book making, and the stories that are told in these books. I chose to use a part from "The Odyssey" (Takes me back to 6th grade). It's coming along, but a lot more work involved. I like it though. Hopefully, i'll get a good product out of it.


So yeah, all that in addition to working, and vowing to go to the gym more... i have just enough time to go home at the end of my day, eat something and then crash. Wake up, and do it all over again. Cody's schedule is a little more lax this semester...lucky. but now he has more time to do other things.

In other news, we are coming up on our 'year and a half' thingy since our wedding. it's fun. Cody thinks it's unnecessary, (to celebrate) but it's an excuse to take it easy and reminisce on that beautiful,perfect, beautiful day and all of the things that happened. (my BEST memories).

Other than that, we're just trying to get through the semester. We keep thinking that after this part is out of the way, things will be a little smoother. (we always think that.... haha). We're starting to think of what to do next (move, get better jobs, change cities.... baby...) who knows. NO one flip their lid yet. It's all just talk for now.

So, I was randomly reading about Utah high school basketball, and the current standings... and WOW. people are sure obsessed about their little teams here! a lot of trash talk went around about north vs. south, 1A vs 5A, blah blah blah....I wish I could have that 1/2 hour or so back. Seriously.

Anyway, no dreams at all about whatever it was i was talking about previously. I am '219' dream free. others, however have been able to show on my internal silver screen. (They are seriously movie worthy. haha). but i'll spare you those details.

Enough rambling for now.
hagoone sikis.

clocks.

look at what time it is...



i'm so good :)

Why does the OxyClean guy always have to shout??

seriosuly.


haha best question i've heard in a long time.

here's the golden answer:

"Maybe people would buy it if he wouldn't act like a grenade went off 5 ft. from his ear."


Anyway, thank you for courtesy laughing at my last post. I quite enjoyed it.

Life has been good otherwise, Just vacationing and working a ton. B-town was fun, and i got some cool things. I spent new years with my family, and had so much fun.

Cool movies to go see:
I am Legend
National Treasure 2

I thought both were really good and entertaining. I liked I am Legend better, because it scared the heck out of me, and i lie putting myself through that kind of stuff i guess. . . anyway, go see them if you haven't yet. I highly recommend both for your viewing pleasure. :)

Other than that, school is starting up again on Monday. It's bittersweet, cause it's been fun just working and playing, but it's about time school started again too. I don't think it'll be too bad, and if anything, this is it. Then grad. Too weird.

Anyway, Life is great, so is work, and i'm SOOO tired right now. haha.

Have a happy Thursday! (you know I will:)

-clare

Mordor?

prettymuch.

I really hope bear doesn't develop a Chuck Norris kind of following. That would be so lame.


p.s. thanks Erin.

LearnKey! (and then some...)

We seriously have the BEST parties ever. The other day we had a Christmas party, and we had to draw names, and whoever we got we had to make as a sock puppet. It sounded a little odd at first, but it was soo funny when we got back together and showed them off. so, I got Bart, and here is me dying laughing cause i thought i wasn't in the pic. but turns out, i really was. :)



good times. . . . yeah, I have no idea what order these are in, but enjoy anyway. Some are of what my puppet tuned out to be, some of me making my puppet, some of our boss Wyett and his creepy identical puppet. haha.

So, in other times, it snowed last night, like a buttload. We went to St.G to spend some time w. my family, and it was pouring rain. When we finally came back to Cedar (oh, about 2 am??) We were donefor with a good 6 inches and more falling. This morning there was about 8 inches or so, maybe more. but yeah, talk about random. . .

Today is our 'Going to Blanding' day. With all of this wacky weather, who knows what we'll be in for, but i think i'll let Cody drive this one. I HATE driving in snow (and talking on the phone). It never works out for me. haha Anyway, we will be in glorious Blanding til wed. Then it's back to the old grind.

Welp,life is good, getting my Christmas card done so I can send it out to everyone and their dogs... (Please be it. . .) haha




Everyone have a great holiday, be safe, and be amazing.
Hagoone sikiis, kishmus,
clare.

Finally!

so. . . .

I made it. (and my blog is all sleeky-looking too :)
The semester is over, and i made it.
It was soo cold outside too, and I made it. haha
Let's see, let's see. . .

My man vs wild site is complete.

http://art.web.suu.edu/clarebarker/project3/manvswild2.html

check it out. :)





haha. gotta love it.

So, the family is good, and so is Cody. We both are so tired, but glad school is done for now. For me, it's only one more semester, and then on to the real world. oh goodness. I don't think the world is quite ready for Clare Campbell Design just yet.


For the holidays, we are heading over the no-man's land, otherwise known as Blanding.
haha. It's a quite, small town, but it's always fun to see the in laws and laugh our butts off.

Hmmm. . . what else?? Nothing really. Just the same old good times, and laughs. Not too many dreams, only a couple. But life is still good. I'm making nothing of it, which is momentous of sorts. I hope this lasts.

Have a great holiday, i'll be back sometime :)
Hagoone sikis

gone deep

21 deep questions that could really tell you something.
[ Not simple questions like "How Old Are You?" ]

1. What is more difficult for you; looking into someone’s eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someone’s eyes when they are telling you how they feel?

eh, the first one. i think. I HATE eye contact in general. Who invented that anyway? i think I can handle the second one, cause it's them that's in the hot seat.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry.

Doesn't happen that much. I never get really angry. I get annoyed, forget about it, then move on. Life's too short for stuff like that.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You get enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call?

hmmm I would call my family. And then have them pass it on to Cody, or something like that.

4. You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have one month to live.

(A)Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?
no, I'd tell a few that matter the most.

(B) What do you do with your remaining days?
live it up. be w. family, come clean w. people and fix my life the best i could in a month.

(C) Would you be afraid?
at first, but then realize the big picture, and hope that i did enough.

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love.
trust. It's the foundation of love. Without it, love just sucks.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
what do you think?

7. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Europe. and too see Bear Grylls. haha

8. Think of the last person who you really knew that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you?
yes. anything for a game of fetch and playing and scratching in the head. And to apologize i guess too.

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
I hope so. I try to give my best, but sometimes i'm just lame.

10. Does love = sex?
no.

11. Your best friend dies, what would you do?
i'd be sad! (which one?) I'd be lonely either way, and extremely heartbroken another way.

12. When and how was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt?
saturday.

13. What would be harder for you to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
the second one. I was the WORST at that stuff. I would always lead them along, and then dump them at the worst possible time. silly me.

15. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
sunday. mom.

16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you had "no regrets" what would it be?
first kiss. I wouldn't have done it.

17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you call?
Cody. it might be him . . .

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
i would.

19. Are you old fashioned?
YES. and a hopeless romantic.

20. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a heart break or have never loved before?
hmm.... i'd go w. love. "it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all".

21. If you could do anything OR wish for anything that would come true, what would you do?
i can't tell you that. BUT, I want somehow to be really good at what i do, to be well-known, but not famous, and to be a soccer mom at the same time.

Leap into the void.

Ahhhhhhh..... the break.

So, I made it to Thanksgiving. It hasn't been too bad actually. Life's been cruising and i got everything done that i needed to. If there was anything to be thankful for . . .

After that, there's like 2 more weeks of school, then the semester break. AND THEN, one more semester. how crazy is that?? I really don't want to think about it.

Today, I'm spending the day at LearnKey, wasting their money because there is nothing to do. But we have to be here, so what's up with that? I don't know. But i know Photoshop tons better now, and some Flash. I'm getting my papers done (art history and theory, hence the picture), so i guess it works. if I were at home, none of this would prolly get done so easily.

Were spending our break at the Barkers. The best place on earth. We get to eat, laugh, relax, and shop most likely. it's great. After that, it's back to the old grind, and tuning up old projects that desperately need it. My Man vs. Wild site is finished and was unveiled yesterday. It's not perfect, but it works, and I love it. (that's all that matters, right?) www.art.web.suu.edu.

All that madness aside, it seems my brain is trying to get me into some trouble, or tell me something, but I have NO idea. maybe it speaks another language. . . but yeah. the dreams. I suppose they'll just be around 'til I'm out of school, and that mentality. So, i need to get to that point i guess, and not trip and fall. This all sounds weird, i know; especially since i rant on and on about them all the time. I guess it's just habit

Hagoone sikis, and have a great Thanksgiving. :)

Don't Call Me Peanut.

"Bear on the Beach"- me.




It's been some time. But, here I am.

Alright. Nothing too exciting, class, work, home. It's all good. Work has been really lack lately, so i've been working on my website there. It's great. I've been keeping up, which is great. Packaging is good... a good turn around from the beginning of the semester.

Sick has been going around... and I've had it once.....hopefully I won't get sick for some time.

In other news . ..
Nothing exciting is happening. at all. Not even the dreams. That's prolly a good sign though.

Here's a thought:

They Looked Like Strong Hands Lyrics
Artist(Band):Bayside

This isn't who I am.
From confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds.
Storming stages and stereos from here to there,
trying to prove that I belong.
Trying to win approval from people that I don't know.

[Chorus:]
And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take it's toll.
And I'd choose my side
if I believed in what was right,
but I'm all wrong.

I'm not larger than life, I'm not taller than trees.
Do I mean what I say or is it just this disease where I never go home?
Never telling the truth, how this life eats away.
Not admitting I'm fake.
And I'm questioning whether this whole thing was worth it to die poor and all alone?

[Chorus]

Just don't tell me this doesn't mean the world,
'Cause my ears would bleed and my heart would hit the floor.

[Chorus]

Sounds depressing, but it's a cool song. I guess that's the emo part of me. :P

They looked like strong hands too . . .

yeah, nevermind the title.

Alright, alright here's how it went:
I have been enjoying a vacation of sorts from a gap between projects. You know, when you just finished a buttload of work, and you have to start the next project, which takes some time. yeah. That, and a longer weekend. That was spent in St. Georgeous with the family. It was mom's b-day, so we ventured down for a good old time. We laughed and laughed and laughed, had some dang good bbQ, and laughed some more. It was great. On the other hand, I did get sick, which was lame, but it all worked out ok. At least i wasn't sick and dying during school. Just a little sick. :)

Today was the unveiling of the "Mr. Surly" shirt. haha. It was great. For those on the outs, I followed a hair-brained idea, which led to me designing a shirt for a teacher. It turned out pretty cool, (thank goodness) and he seemed to like it.

So, with being sick comes the overload of hand sanitizer, coughdrops, and sweaters. Also comes the silliness that can occur from cough medicine. It seems like i have been laughing all week at nothing, or some things are funnier than they really are. Either that, or i just laugh at how funny my laugh sounds when it sounds like a man. haha. yeah. It's been fun though.

so... yeah. two new projects coming along, one having to do with softball, and the other with my personal favorite, Man Vs. Wild. Yeah, you read it. Bear's back, and I couldn't be any giddier. (maybe that's the cough medicine talking haha).

The dreams rage on. I think i had a certain one for every night last week. Good or bad? I have no idea anymore. they deal with the same things over and over, but in different contexts. I really have tried to ignore them and live life, but it's always in the back somewhere, waiting to jump out and consume me. As much as i have gotten used to this companion of sorts, i really have to let it go, or something i don't want will happen, ruining all the happiness i have. I haven't mentioned too much, but it has to do with school, and the things happening (or not happening) there. I want to keep it cryptic so it stays a secret, but it bugs me, so I'll write about it in a vague sense. who knows. . .I mentioned I had some kind of conclusion before, but i don't know anymore. Maybe that's only part of it.

Hagoone for now, sikis.

A change of heart, with a lot a commentary

my how life comes at you.

uhhh..... well, a lot happened. Nothing too monumental, but significant enough to me. I realized some things about some people I know, and it has been quite humbling to me.

Without saying too much, there were thoughts swirling and doubts made. A near embarassing moment occured, and I worked a lot this week. I attended a footall game, and our side was the victim of crooked referees. I hope they get what's coming to them. All's I'm really trying to say is I hate Dixie high school. That's all there is too it. But anyway.....

I guess it all started Wednesday. Already flustered with certain classes, and the lack of time, a bomb of sorts was dropped, concerning a certain recent project grade. To put it plainly, the paper said I didn't do so good, and I was a little confused. So, I took a chance. After a go-around of sorts, and both sides of the story presented, a general understanding was reached, and I moved on, a little smarter than before. really.

After all that, I ventured to St.George looking to get some homework done. Instead, I got myself emotionally involved with a high school football game, my warriors against the cross-town rivals, Dixie HS, in a showdown for a spot in the state playoffs. As I mentioned before, we were sorely cheated, and now the season is over for them. Karma will come around on them. And i'll be laughing. . . .

Thursday was thursday, a day full of work, and returning back to things that are most important. I enrolled in Institute finally. It's the first time in a year. I must say, it was a little awkward, but it was alright. I think it'll be ok. I really have to get back on track there have been little signs and things everywhere it seems, trying to jumpstart me......of sorts. And, in turn, life has been easier. It's amazing what a little can to for a lot. Which brings me to Friday....


Ahhh... Friday. What a day it was. Swirling thoughts finally became a reality. Some opinions of a beloved professor came up, calling for some kind of change. Me, being the leader, of course took on the daunting task, and without really thinking too much, went to the head of the board. It was confusing more than anything. Both of us expressed all kinds of thoughts, but really didn't get anywhere. It seemed like the problems cleared themselves in that meeting. I learned that there is always more than one persepective.... and all should be considered. It wasn't anything bad or damaging to this person, but it seems there needs to be some kind of change somewhere. We left it at that, until we had more info. I feel weird about it. So,unless I can sway the group, this might go on. I'm not too worried. I wish those with those opinions could have sit in on that conversation. They would have learned a ton. Like me.

So, with that, i was late to class. I was greeted with an unusual 'hello, how are you?'. Confused by the sudden attention, I proceeded to work, wracking my brain for some hope for the current project. I was able to get something together, but we'll see how that fares...

At the end of this class, i was pulled aside, and taken for a walk. The now-familiar 'Don't hit me" was exchanged to try to relax the new-found worry that came over me, given the events that happened earlier this week. All of this suddenly evaporated when the word 'apologize' was spoken. A wave of surprise, confusion, and admiration came over me. We talked for some time about the grade, and talent, and personal stories. A sort of revived trust came over me. I hadn't felt that way in a long time. Other things were getting in the way. This was real and heartfelt. I really didn't know what to say. but I was sure greateful. It has stayed with me all day. I guess all i have really wanted from this person was some kind of reassurance, some kind of sign of acceptance, personable and real. I think that's what the dreams i have been complaining of were about, in a wierd kind of sense. (I'm betting).

And so, i can move on, and just be me. I think i may be finally free from the awkward grasp of these dreams. I really appreciate all that happened today. I feel like i have awoken from a really bad dream in itself, and now I can move forward. Thank you .


well, that was my week in a nutshell. Other stuff happened, but i think i have said enough for now. Till next time,

Hagoone sikis.

blahg blahg blahg

hahaha.

good old weekend. . . It was good to get away from the crazy life and take a brake.

I mean, nothing really happened and i didn't go anywhere, but some good old lazytime.
Friday we relaxed and watched a few movies. One of which was 'Dark Water', a pretty good thriller, on SOOO many levels. And just in case the wrong eyes see this, i'll leave it at that.

Saturday was good sleeping in and watching General Conference. Cody's sister and her fam came for a visit. It was so fun. They have a little baby now, so it was good to see her. We are TERRIBLE at the whole baby thing, but it went ok this weekend i suppose. But at this point we definitly decided to wait way longer.(Or, I should say reinforce our decision to wait.)

Yeah..... so school. eh.
Web design made some progress. My dad came over and helped me with some Navajo phrases and words for my project. So now i need to edit it and get that ball rolling. We started a new packaging design thingy. I have in interesting idea... but i just need to figure it out... and get to work on it. It's due in a week. sick. Time will not give me a break.

Don't even get me started on that actionscript.....

yeah... this week will be interesting. Two tests tomorrow, some other stuff i really don't want to think about..... goodness. Alls i want is more time.

Please??


In other things, no current dreams to report. Or at lest nothing earth-shattering. The battle rages on. I'm neither winning or losing. I just don't know anymore. I can't give in though. I just can't. I have been trying so hard, to give in would be devastating . All for temporary satisfaction too.

No, i can't.
sorry.

So, we'll keep moving on. Like normal.

Hagoone.

You know what REALLY grinds my gears??

But don't take my word for it.

So...... the last week up to now has been a blur, and a headache. It seems like one thing after another happens... and before you know it, it's midnight.

All the time.

Burdened with one thing after another.... and no time to do anything in. It's not so much the homework or the work, but it's all the little things in between that kill the day, making life otherwise impossible. The end of last week was a doozy.

At the tail-end of the life of a packaging design project, Em and mom came up on Fri. Timing-ly peaking, I should have stayed and worked out all the bugs, but instead I stole away, and random questions were answered about printing and paper concerns. Cedar high was the place, and windy was the scene. Em ran as fast as the wind, and did great. Mom was there... and we went to dinner. Cody and I food shopped, and then crashed. Sunday was sunday, leaving me to obsess and worry about my lame project. (what happened to Saturday??)

Efforts to finish this project was worhtless, as everything seemed to set me back further, no matter what happened. Flash forward: BLACK MONDAY:

ooooooooooooook. Black Monday.

The day started at 8am. I woke up, and took off to make some changes. Once the changes were made, it was off to the savior, Image Pro (Staples failed me again). After that, I scurried off an appointment with 3 designers, and a camera. After a go-around and a good, and great debate over my portfolio, and a truckload of smalltalk, the photos snapped, i literally ran to my next class. I spent the rest of the time constructing rather quickly, my squish imaginings, as carefully as possible. Towards the end of the allotted time patience was running thin, and so was the clock. I regret the mess, but i rushed to class, and barely made it. Clearly miffed, and annoyed at all that happened, life went on. Another mess. I'm over it now, but man was it lame earlier.

whew. This week better be good. OR else.


Anyway, so the dreams. Another one came.

it was not pleasant. There a couple of possible links, so I'm not that worried. It had to do with something that happened over the weekend with someone else..... and another part with thoughts randomly being thought. They sort of came together, and wha-la! an awkward dream. Regarding the same old stuff . Yeah, yeah, the rabbit.

ok......WAY too much going on here.

Hagoone.

prettymuch.

doooode.
It's the 24th. Micheal's birthday, and the end of the birthday frenzy.

School, is now mostly under control, making life a lot easier. The goove finally cometh.
So many little stupid things happen, that would be pretty funny to mention, but they are usually forgotten about a couple of minutes later.

They were good ones too. . .

oh well. still the work, still the school, still little play. This weekend was rain-filled. It really doesn't get any better than that.

Work is SO much fun. really. I mean, what we do is pretty boring, but the atmosphere is the best. when we aren't laughing, we are working...or is it the other way around?? who knows.

Emily's got a meet this weekend. yes. mom is coming to visit too, which cannot come soon enough. I'm working with dad on a web II project. it's exciting. he got all excited when i told him what i was doing, and had all this info..... yes. this will be good.

It's getting colder outside. Lame.

my good friend Daniel will be back at SUU pretty soon. that'll be a happy day too.

sooooooo.... The dreams. annoyances. monkey on my back.
They are around, but not so much, or so threatning. I just deal, and forget. Nothing has come about so much to make me remember so much.

I think i'm winning.

But the battle's not over yet. the sense is indeed still tingling, but it's enough to keep life interesting, and me on my toes.

cody cody is well. we see each other on the weekends. but we live in the same house?
haha. it'll be like this for sometime, until, someone's schedule changes. it's alright, but gets old. like i'm by myself sometimes. not cool. cause that's when the battle rages on. Like it's supposed to i guess.

hmmm.... what other ramblings can i pull from recent memory?


. . .


eh, that's a for now i guess.

hagoone.

Time takes time alone

Ahhhh yeah.

The end of the day.


The first week of school almost kicked my butt. Almost. I think my biggest struggle will be the new-found balance (or lack of) between school and work. Gotta work on that one. I get the work done just fine, and then get bored. It's the whole homework and getting it done part, mixed with the gotta eat part, and the gotta sleep part. Poor Cody, I feel like I haven't seen him in a while. He's about on the same schedule I am.

So, today I presented my web 2 dealio. I gambled and went with a man vs. wild theme. haha. Now, i never really talk about design, let alone my OWN work, but I thought this one was a real doozy. I enjoyed it. and it looks good. ok. enough gloating now. :)

haha. so I hiked Angel's Landing yesterday. Holy goodness.

i'm paying for it now by walking funny because of stiff muscles. it was so fun though, getting out and getting tan too. :) Zion really is one of those places i could never get tired of.

So, almost a week and no dream. It's a good thing. right? i think so. I broke down and wrote them down, to try to make a connection, or something. Maybe it'll come in handy when this mess blows up in my face. As for now, and real life. I'm trying to play it cool. Forget about it even. what a terrible waste it would be to live in awkward forever, and it really wasn't that big of a deal in the first place. I'm going to look pretty silly.... we'll just have to see.

hagoone for now.

Sea Legs

"yeah, yeah the rabbit".

School at Southern Utah university is officially underway. And i couldn't be more excited.
My classes are going to be fun, but hectic, and i'll be working in addition to that. It's a little odd though, prolly cause i usually don't have to work while school is in, but whatever. At least it's a design job.
The dreams keep coming back. why? I thought i was over it, or it over me. I really would like to know what's going on. but it's complicated. So, i guess i'll just leave it at that. The bad dreams i mean. The daydreams aren't as vivid, which is good and bad. SOOOO cryptic.....

haha. so life is good. Living and working and school. It's really the best. I'm sad this is the last year. I don't know what i'm going to do with myself afterwards. Maybe i'll get lucky and get a cool design job. who knows. Just don't say the 'kid' word.

hagoone for now.